Peevation

I seem to be peeved at a lot of things right now... let me vent...

1. Why was a nice and clean "giving of dap" dubbed as a possible terrorist fist bump? I'm just curious. WTF is that about?

2.. Since when is it OK to call someone a Neanderthal. Yeah, i don't remember what radio show it was, but someone said Michelle Obama looks like a Neanderthal? And why is that? Is it because she is black? Is it because she is darkskinned? Is it because she has short hair? I mean tell me what it is... I would gladly like to know what makes this classy and highly respectable black woman look like a Neanderthal. Thanks in advance.

3. Why is it wrong to vote for Obama because it is black....when half of the country has made it clear that they will NOT vote for him BECAUSE HE IS BLACK?

4. Why was my Electric Bill 25 dollars last month and I was there the whole 30 days and it is now 30 dollars and I was only in my apartment for 10 of the 31 days in May? Why also did I unplug all of my appliances and turned off all my air. I mean WTF... don't think I'm stupid. I am not paying it. They are going to get so tired of me calling...

5. This season of SYTYCD sucks. It's like why on their little personal interest stories at the beginning are they already trying to show personality? It's like, we don't know you so all and all, you look kinda dumb.

6. Why did they take the best part of the DQ commerical out? They took the part out after the baby spells "antidisestablishmentarianism" and then does the little eyebrow raise. I'm sure some crazy parent was like... "It's not cute to post children sassing thier parents. This can bring about imitative behavior"... Oh STFU... you just ruined the commerical. Thanks a bunch for your lunacy.

7. I think that is it... ChEA!

Frank Sommerville? Really Though?

Well, Dennis Richmond is retiring on Wednesday, May 21. I am very saddened. Not only because he is leaving, but because he is being replaced by Frank Sommerville. I don't like that dude. Sorry, I just don't even think it is comparable.

Dennis Richmond can't leave. I remember watching him when I was three and always asking why his eyes were so red (I'm proud to say they have cleared up as of late). But yeah... I can't believe he's leaving. Maybe it will be like Book 7 of Harry Potter, I won't watch it so it is like it really isn't ending. lol. Or not.

No judgment. I think they should bring back Elaine Corral... maybe Leslie Griffith. Yeah, not no Frank Somerville!

The Hill's Raised My Pressure

Oh my gosh, this show really irritates me. Yes, I watch it every Monday, but it sill irritates and somewhat disgusts me.

#1... trust fund-esque people need to be slapped

#2 Heidi is so dumb, its one thing that she got back together with Spencer, but how do you just blow an opportunity like that? She just killed all of her business equity. You just do not do that. That was a little kid move

#3... They acted so much better on Laguna Beach... well actually, I think just Whitney and Spencer's sister are awful and it just kills everything.

#4 Lauren is kinda dumb, I'm just saying. I don't understand why everything in her life is so dramatic.

With all that said, I still like the show. And what? Say something about it

Sit Your @$$ Down!

That was GREAT. If you don't know LeBron James said this to his mother after she called herself trying to intervene when Paul Pierce hard fouled him.

In any ordinary circumstance, this will definately be inappropriate and disrespectful. However, LeBron's mom NEED someone to tell her to sit her behind down. Usually, you hear that parent telling the kid that, not the other way around. Comical

I just think it is funny how LeBron is NEVER in trouble but his mom always is. Funny

Randomness Pertaining to Nothing

It bothers me to no end when people talk and they look at you for confirmation that they are funny. Oh my goodness. This seriously irks me. Seriously. I can't stand it. Like if someone is telling a joke or just talking in regular conversation and they are constantly looking at you to judge your reaction. It's like have enough confidence in yourself that you arent constantly looking for approval.

It bothers me that a few (only 2 actually) people who call themselves my friends forgot my birthday. Well these 2 people had been on moderate non-com anyway. But me and my sister are in a fight and SHE still told me Happy Birthday. My best friend who was on non com for 12 days told me happy birthday (we are now officially off non com YAY). But like these two selfish w words didnt even know? Oh hells no.

Making the Band 4... are we sure, I swear this is technically like Making the Band 7. Why do all of the guys look like the are greasy and need to bathe? Well minus Q and Donnie.

Dance Wars: Bruno v. Carrie Ann is possibly the WORST show that is supposed to display talent ever. I mean, it's worse than America's Got Talent. I just don't understand why these people think they can sing. It was so bad, I was embarrased by a couple of the people. My goodness.

I went to a panel today about life as a litigator. They had a person from a non profit, a professor, a big firm, a small firm, and the city attny. So long story short, it was a good presentation but there were some wierd moments in there. For example, this one guy was like, "When I have a motion due, there is a week where I am a horrible dad as well as a horrible husband. It just 'is' It only happens about once ever month". Very wow. And then the teacher was like, "Yeah I knew I had to leave corporate when my daughter wanted to watch the snow fall on the sill and I timed her so I could be at work at 7:30". Just super extra wow. Which exemplifies why corporate is not for me. It is for some people, like the guy who is OK with it, but for people who are, like the teacher, that has got to mess up your mental.

My boyfriend is the best person ever. The End.

Venting

The only thing that sucks about NOT being is school is that I have so much leisure time, I tend to use it to think... and I tend to overanalyze. My new subject of overanalyzation is... was it a mistake not to go to one of the schools I got into in DC? I am starting to think that maybe it is. I mean, local firms tend to hire from local schools. I've gotten no interviews from anywhere but Texas, and everyone knows I do NOT want to stay in TX. This is really kind of upsetting me. Have I "pigeonholed" myself (for lack of a better word). I am soooo saddened by this, but you know, it will probably be OK. I just need to chill the bleep out. Like honestly.

This also gets me to thinking about WHERE I actually do want to end up. Well DC was and is always number one. Then Cali but I really don't want to consider Texas. Should I look out? Branch out to maybe New York or something? Who knows.

And then I start to feeling stupid because I feel like I picked the wrong school and for all the wrong reasons. I picked the school I am at now because it was mad cheap. I didn't pick a DC/MD school because of a really stupid reason that I cant even mention right now. I just don't know. I need to breath. This kinda sucks.

Musings of a Procrastinator v.4

Why does everyone think that they are a model? I'm just saying. Especially in facebook profiles and ish... going to get that glamour shot and everything. I actually think it is funny. It's like you're not over 5'7... settle your behind down.

Why did someone steal a hug from me yesterday and I was really offended. It's like, you know that I don't hug and you are just going to try to make me hug you? WTF?

Please tell me why I accidentally told one of my friends that I think he's asexual?

Is it just me or is that song "9mm" by David Banner, Akon, and Snoop like 85x better when they say, "Busting out of your speakers" as opposed to "Got a 9mm". Like why did they even need to go there? It loses its musical efficacy with all that bullish.

I think I really need to take ballroom lessons, I was getting it with myself after I finished my Con Law paper 3 days early. I was quickstepping with myself, mamboing, and even a little cha-cha.

I will be at home in the Bay Area in a little more than 24 hours... is that NOT beautiful... I mean honestly.

Why, at the beginning of the year, did I think the Black Graduate Students were really wierd and that the law school students were normal. And why, on November 19, has that TOTALLY switched around? They are like the most normal black people I've met since being in Austin.... maybe I should actually go to the meetings huh?

Musings of a Procrastinator v. 2

I love NY 2 is boring...just straight up boring and straight up scripted. I don't even know why I keep watching it. Maybe because I just need to fill my DVR up with more random nonsense that is VH1. I mean the dudes aren't event that cute, and the cute ones don't even get any TV time. Sooooo bored with it.

Dancing with the Stars...the dancers do keep getting better every year but I have a bit of an issue. The two best female dancers are/were in girl bands. And what do girl bands do???? They DANCE. I mean they do have a significant advantage over some of the others, they work on choreography all the time.

Why did Pepa from Salt and Pepa do that do her face? I mean seriously, don't ever get plastic surgery and not even look like the same person. That is problematic to me.

Why do some of the Jena 6 boys allegedly have a myspace video out where they are "making it rain on dem hoes" with all their money? I haven't seen it but I have heard from numerous people that it is out there. I mean WTF...don't use this as a platform to get famous and parade yourself around. Take your behind in the house or something and stay there. I was going to buy a tee shirt to support, but if that's what your doing with it...soooo not understanding the point and severity of what is going on...naw son I'm straight. Spend it on someone who cares.

That What If's

Just got nostalgic…and when I get nostalgic…I get to thinking. Yes yes… shoulda woulda coulda’s are stupid and just a waste of time. But hey, I feel it, so here goes. If I had one more year of eligibility… I so woulda been the ish. And that is not even saying it in a cocky way. I was hurt for three years out of my four years of eligibility. I didn’t start getting good workouts in until that last year. I mean seriously… how do you go from not being on the top all time performances list… to being 3rd in one year? It’s kinda funny because I think; what if that pivotal night I had where I was deciding my future, I decided to train for track instead of training for the LSAT. What woulda happened then? Would I have run a 22 something (pretty sure…97 percent sure I woulda). It just kinda hurts when you think of the shoulda woulda couldas. And for that matter, what woulda happened had I not cared about school 95 percent and track 5 percent. What if I woulda cared 75% school and 25% track? Would I still have been going to a top 20 law school then? See, this is why I don’t like that think…lol.

Randomness v.7

- I think watching "Best Week Ever" slightly tipsy would be fun (not that I've ever been tipsy). I was just watching this weeks when the Asian Cowboy passed out standing up and was laughing so hard I started crying.

- Why are there so many attractive janitors/patient mobility specialists where I work? I am just trying to figure it out. I mean.... hawt.

- On that note... I feel like I am in that scene in "40 Days and 40 Nights" where dude is in the coffee shop and sees all these women naked because he can't have them. Yeah... that's me... just a bit more PG. Everywhere I go...I feel like there are attractive men just calling my name. It is awful in the very best of ways. I think part of it is is that I am not used to seeing attractive men WHILE I have a boyfriend. In college... all the dudes were hurt, but now that I get out and see other people, it's like WOW there are attractive dudes out there. It's not a temptation thing at all, but I never noticed it before and it's crazy.

- Im glad Joanna is gone from Hell's Kitchen, she whined toooo much.

Randomness v.6

So why is there a lady at my job named Cliche? Please remember that I work in RICHMOND.... Also tell me why there were peanut shells in the ladies restroom stall a couple of days ago? Was someone relieving themselves while shelling peanuts? I am just trying to figure that one out.

June LSAT advice:

1. Do not try to guess the experimental section of the test because you will get it wrong. Please trust, I tried and got a 48 percent on the Reading Comprehension. NOT HOT. Luckily, I got a 97 and 92 percent on the Logic Games and Logical Reasoning respectively my score still averaged to be OK (well better than OK but whatever).

2. Don't stress on the stupid people asking questions. They are trying to psych people out and prolong the instructional part of the test because THEY aren't confident. I mean really, the questions they be asking were answered in the first part of LSAT class and in the first chapter of home study guides.

3. Get there 5 minutes early... not an hour, 30 minutes or even 10 minutes. 5 minutes. Anymore time you are going to start wondering and making yourself unsure of yourself... and that is not too good.

- It sucks that Barnes and Noble sells every possible subject matter in study guide form but they don’t have any introductions/study guides for substantive law courses. Dang, I wanted to get some background on some subjects because Imma be straight LOST in Civil Procedure and Torts and Property. And wouldn’t it be a trick-a-docious if I got those three my first semester?

- Is it just me or was Real World Denver one of the most relatable casts in the past 10 years? The ones before them were just dumb, but at least they had some substance. They actually HAD a job… not producing a SxSW video that they probably didn’t do, or running a ship. I actually made it a point to watch it bi-monthly. I wasn’t addicted to it where I watched it every week. And Tyree is kinda a cutie. That body thickness is a bit frightening though… And I recant my statement that Vegas was the worst season. NO NO. That title goes to Chicago. That was awful. All I remember was Aneesa’s nakedness and Tanya's kidney stones.

- I absolutely hate (and I don't like to use that word) when people go out in public in pajamas. Pajama pants is one thing, but full pajama top and bottom is just not cute. Also, I don't understand this "new" fad of wearing a towel outside when it's cold. Wearing the towel like it is a shawl. And it be those ugly Scooby Doo towels and stuff. It is NOT cute. I was walking to work (remember once again... Richmond) and I saw this little high school like chick was outside walking and she had on house slippers, pajama pants a ratty old tee-shirt and one of those small ass Baby Phat puff coats WITH the Scooby Doo towel thing over it. Just looked straight awful.

Randomness v.5

- Do all Laila's have deep voices? Laila Ali and Laila Hathaway both have the deepest women voices ever in life. I mean, they still sound like women, but they are just really deep.

- I hadn't heard from on of my so called friends in like three months and then I get this MASS email from here talking about her relationship woes. I'm just like... is this really appropriate being that I haven't spoken to her in about three months. I am just saying. Am I really expected to respond to this? I mean seriously, it is actually kind of offensive to be honest. It's like you don't return my last email and then you mass email me three months later? Man eff that ish.

- Iota House= house of debauchery= a good freshman year.

- Why are southern people so nice? When me and my parents were at the Texas Relay last month we couldn't find a cab. This white dude heard us talking and asked where we were staying and he offered to take us to our hotel. I was all weary about it, but my parents thought he had good intentions (they are from Texas and Arkansas... extra country roots) and he did... just took us to the hotel, didn't ask for any money or anything. And then why did this lady at my job give me her son and mothers phone numbers because they live in Austin? She was like... you always need to know as many people as possible. So SWEET.

-Summer TV is going to suck... sorry it's just gonna suck. Sans SYTYCD

- How much is too much contact informantion? When you have someon'es email, AIM, and cell phone, is that just too many ways to get in contact with someone? Espe.cially if they are of the same sex and not your significant other? I am just saying.

- I feel like gmail is monitoring my emails and that is making me a bit uncomfortable. Why on the side bar is information pertaining to the content of my emails? Not necessarily the titles... but the inner content. I don't care if they are trying to be helpful and organized... I don't like the Big Brother feel of it.

-The Golden Compass is nothing like Harry Potter and how dare people say it is. People extra lied to me. It wasn't a bad book... I give it a four out of five stars. The Subtle Knife seems like it is going to be better than Golden Compass... I especially like fact that there are like four worlds interacting with each other. We'll revisit this assesment when I finish the book.

- How long will "The Ex-Wives Club" be on TV? I give it three more episode before mid season cancellation.

- Why did the education firm I worked for earlier this year think that they were a law firm trying to do billable hours and stuff. Making people write .6 and junk for stuff. I didn't know what it was when I was doing it, I just thought they were extra anal, but yeah... they were doing extra much.

Posers

So yesterday was one of my high school friends graduation party. Me and my other friend went at 1... sang 90's to early 2000's music the whole way up and had a pretty good time. Then we hung out with her family for a while. Then we hung out with her friends. Now here's the interesting part... we went to a "club". So we get there and there one of her friends is already there with another one of her friends and some black guy (one of the girls was Iranian and the other was Mexican).

So basically to make a long story short... it was a "white club"... and you know that when there is a white club there is always the trolling ass black guys looking for white chicks who are going to think they are special... the black chicks who are always dancing alone because they didn't know what kind of club they were walking into but they paid so they aren't leaving.* It is just so disturbing to me. There were about six very cute black girls (myself included) there and no one seemed to want to dance with us. And none of us minded, because I didn't want to dance with anyone there either BUT it is the principle. And the black dudes that were with some of my friends friends just seemed so freaking happy that they had them and Iranian and Mexican on their arm. It was just so damn ridiculous to me. Thinking they were just the ish... and they looked stupid. Like big ass POSERS... trying so hard.

And I am not a racist and it's not that I have a problem with interracial dating. If you happen to fall in love with a person outside of your race... that's fine. But when you specifically look for women outside of your race... that is when I start asking questions? What is the problem? Did you go to an all white school and they made you hate yourself so much that you steer clear of anything pertaining to your race? Did your mother beat you or something and made you hate all women of your kind? Do you for some reason think you are better than your race? I mean someone tell me what the problem is.

And once again, I am talking about people who strictly date other races because their race isn't "good enough". And I know the whole, "You are attracted to who you are attracted to" bullish

I also don't necessarily get how someone who is socially conscious be with someone who is not of ethnic decent (doesn't have to be the same ethnicity). I didn't say date, I mean long term. Because if you are socially conscious, I just don't understand how someone who has not experienced some of the same injustices can empathize and understand some of the things a person might me going through. I mean, if you aren't socially conscious, then that is a different story because you are comforted by the falsehood of equality but that is a whole different story.

There are just so many beautiful intelligent black women who are just being thrown to the curb because mainstream America does not tell people that we OK to be with. And this is not just to black men because if ya'll dumb asses don't want us, that is absolutely fine... it is just sad that the world has come to this. It's like they feel that no matter how smart and beautiful a black women are... they just aren't good enough. If I was still in undergraduate studies, I would write a paper on this.

*One of my friends told me that the most undesired demographic of people are black women and Asian men. Conversely, the most desired group is black men and white women. I wonder why exactly this is? I mean really.

Randomness v.2

Desperate Housewives: I liked Tom Scavo's little threatning monolouge on Sunday. It was kinda hot. Especially the part when he basically said, You better leave my wife alone because the best you can have is if she has a moment of weakness because she will NEVER leave me. That was kinda hot. Then he lost me on the part when he was like, I'll love her just as much as she hates herself for doing it. Yeah, I'm not so such about all of THAT.

Krayzie Bone's CD, "Thug Mentality" would be a really really good CD if he wasn't talking about killing someone on pretty much each song. The beats and melodies are really nice. Yeah it's old, but I had a throw back day in the car today.

Are You Serious: Paris Hilton is petitioning to your governer for a pardon for her possible 45 day jail stint.... if they really pardon her dumb ass after she violated her probation stipulations, I really AM never coming back to California because that is just ridiculous. You broke the rules, deal with it like a normal person. I mean seriously... who are you? What have you contributed to the society except for, "That's hot". Be real with your life. Deal with it. And then her mom wanted to get all up in it saying it was ridiculous and a waste of taxpayers money. Why is it ridiculous? Because she thinks she's somebody? So... if it is ridiculous for her, then it better be ridiculous for everyone else who breaks the law. Geez.

Annoying much?: So there is this DJ on this radio station that REALLY annoys me. I don't understand his/her "accent". It's just like super duper ghetto... and that is the only way I can classify it. It isn't southern, Californians don't have accents, it's not northern, it's not anything but just straight ghetto. And the thing of it is... the guest on the show talk just as normal... and he/she constantly uses this accent almost (well it seems to me) to fit it. It sounds totally contrived... you know when you can tell someone's accent is false... it is just absolutly horrible. And he/she always throws in some choice slang words at oppertune times... it makes me cring soooo hard. Why do I listen you ask... because they tend to play good music at that time, so I just bear with it.

Screech Gone Looney: Screech (no, he doesnt even deserve to be called his real name now) is absolutly looney. He has the personality that I absolutly can't stand. For some reason, he really thinks he is entitled to something. Like the world owes him something. Dude, like Kimberly Locke said... You are a GD child star with a porn tape out who has to sell tee shirts on the side of the street to pay your GD mortgage. And he was going to sit up in those confessionals and talk about those people so bad, and then try to be their friend the next minute, and then when caught... he was going to act like he didn't say anything wrong. Wait Wait! And THEN he has had two or three "breakdowns and threatend to quit, but then decided to come back when everyone begged and kissed his ass to come back"s since the show started and it's only like episode 4. I wouldn't say nothing to his dumb A.... peace out... homie. You are foolish and you probably were more mature when you were 12 playing Screech. Thanks in advance.

Local Honey: I drove up to Capay to go to Cache Creek on Sunday and I spotted a place that sells honey that is supposed to cure allergies since it is 100 pure. I am nervous... but that would mean that I would have to stop taking my allergy medicine to see if it works huh?? No, I'm straight.

Musings of a Bored Person

Bartender: Ok, I really don't understand the phenomenon that is T-Pain. He sings with a vocador... I think that is a pretty good sign that he cannot sing...end comments.

Freeway Collapse: So the freeway interchange of 80 to 580 kinda collapsed this morning. Is it me or does the bay area have an odd amount of structural issues... and odd structural issues at that. The Bay Bridge fell down and now a big ass gas tanker crashed and MELTED the interchange between the 80 and the 580. (why did the driver climb out, walk off the freeway, and caught a cab to Kaiser Oakland? that's kinda far... where was the ambulance?). Luckily no one got hurt and public transit (including BART) is free tomorrow. YAYAYAY! Wait a minute, I don't take BART anymore....gaa dog. But more on this driver.... He was driving a rig that was carrying close to 9,000 gallons of unleaded gasoline, hit the siderail... proceeded to flip over and probably slide a few meters. Then he climbed out of the truck with cuts and 2nd degree burns and began to walk away from the crash... down off the freeway to catch a cab to go to the hospital. For people who aren't familiar with this highway... it's high and the exits are kinda far apart. It's not like it is one of those freeways that has a frontage road right next to it with ample oppertunities to get off. But what's REALLY funny is I was so impressed with how this dude managed to get out the truck and blah blah, I started telling the story extra wrong. I said he walked all the way to Kaiser Oakland... which is kinda not true, but I was so excited I kinda forgot. Then my mom called me on it and I was a bit pink.

Fergie's Spelling: Is it really imperative that Fergie spells in every song that she makes? Is she that bad at writing that she has to put in some spelling exercises in every song as filler? I'm just trying to figure it out.

imeem comments: Why do people have to leave weird comments on imeem.com songs? I am so sorry but I don't care if that song is "yo shit"... I really don't care. Is it really necessary to use the profanities? I am just trying to figure it out. Or why when people type things out they have to spell them exactly like they sound? Ma does not mean my. Wait, here's another one... I don't even know what this is called, but I can't stand when people tYpE lIkE tHiS. It Is So AnNoYiNg...MaYbE iT iS jUsT mE.

Celebrity Fat Club: Yes I know that is not the proper name for it, but my boyfriend thought that was what it was called for the longest so know I just call it that. First off all I can say is, Um Yeah. What is wrong with Screech? He has some deep issues that he needs to deal with and real quick before someone jumps his dumb A. And why is Warren G. STILL sexy? Even as a chunky young middle aged man he could STILL get it. That swole upper lip ooooowee!! Da Brat scares me... but her hair always looks so pretty... I would like to steal her hair.

Went to a track meet this weekend and I am sooo glad I am done. The whole team is in a state of disarray and I am just glad to be done of it. Even though no one reads this, I won't post anything too incriminating because I don't want to be sued before I properly know how to defend myself.

H&M is the best store ever in life... except that section that sells the thin shirts in random ass colors.

End Rant.

Krazor and Krazy

Is James Brown saying that he doesn't know Karate but he knows Krazy or Karazor? I am very confused.

CHUT UP!

That is the best quote ever in life....well that and Go Back to China.... BITCH.

I am done.

The Shaft

I have had a love hate relationship with Track and Field since 1999, when I started doing it. I have always liked it because I was great at it. In high school, I was the best in northern California in 3 events, and that is no bullish. I would tell you to look it up, but then that would require me to put my real name up on here, but I don't think I am going to do that. But I digress, a have always felt a degree of resentment toward Track because I've felt that it took away experiences that I should have had. There were many social things that I didn't get to do because of track, but I will admit that others had it worse (my boyfriend didn't get to go to prom because his MOC meet was the same day).

This love/hate relationship continued and worsened in college. My first year, I went to unnamed school in Maryland and they recked havoc on my body. I gained 20 pounds of muscle and was constantly hurt because my little frame couldn't support all that weight (I went in at 125 left at 140). I decided that I had too much potential in track to just waste away there (I was an high school all American for crying out loud), so I decided to transfer to Cal. I wasn't very learned about the transfer process or anything like that, so I wasn't aware that I could redshirt my outdoor season and add it to my season at the new school, and the coaches didn't tell me. So I was basically running hurt all year. However, that year, 2003 was no doubt the best of my life. Because I sucked at track and was constantly hurt, I paid more attention to my social life. I actually DID things, I had a close group of friends and I was a genuinely happy person.

When I transferred to unnamed school in California , I realized what a mistake I had made, and was bitter the whole time. I was still hurt from my Maryland injuries, and the coaches too no time to try to heal me. I was STILL the second fastest on the team with my injuries, so the coaches decided to run me still hurt. This happened for 2 years, without a mention of redshirting me. Then my last year, when I had 5 more credits left to take, my coach was like, "Maybe we should redshirt you this year". Dude, I have 5 credits, you can't exactly redshirt on 5 credits. I had recovered finally from my injury (after 3 years, dang) and I was tearing ish up. I made it to number three on the unnamed school in California All Time List in one event and am number one on 3 relays and I am on the list in two other events. At my regional track meet, the meet before NCAA's , I made it to the final in one event, and that was the first time, the coaches ever sent me to get treatment from an Olympic physical therapist. Just ignore my ass for three years, and now you wanna give me attention and I had one more damn race left. If that isn't the shaft I don't know what is.

I was thinking about this Saturday, and it made me so mad, I got a migraine. I devoted seven years of my life to track and field and I ended up with the biggest shaft ever man. What makes it worse, is that when I left (May 2006), I was in my prime. I was jumping the farther than I have ever jumped, I was running faster than I ever ran. I coulda taken this year and tried to make it on the pro circuit, and honestly, no bullish, I believe I coulda made it on... but I didn't have anyone to sponsor me, and running track takes money. Plus, I felt it was time to be real about my life and start my adult life, thusly, law school. Yes, I did basically go through college free (I have 2,000 in loans and that's only because I wanted to go on vacation one summer, lol) but I missed out on so much because of track. I coulda gotten better grades, done internships, made good friends, not just acquaintances at unnamed California school. But you know, what's done is done, but it just burns my up to know that I got played big time for the last three years of my life.

Through this experience, I have learned a lot about myself though... and I am appreciative of that, but it still hurts when I look back on it.

Bastards. But I'm not angry.
Conclusion: Don't get hurt in NCAA D1 College Sports.

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Why You Talk Like That (Sic)?

This is sooooo random, but I cannot stand when people are typing a text message or an AIM message or even an email and they shorten words. I just can't stand that. Contractions are one thing, they don't bother me because in this post alone, I have already used two.... but when people shorten words that really don't need to be shortened... NOT COOL.

For instance.... when people type "kno" for "know"??? I mean dude, come on now, you only needed to type a "w" for that word to be complete. Now I know that was not that difficult, you know? That is definitely the one shortened word that irritates me.

Or when people are typing an AIM message and they type like they are on a cell phone. Lemme back up, on old school cell phones, not like Smartphones or sidekicks, but where there are three letters per button and you have to cycle through the letters, it is kinda acceptable for word shortening. BUT ON AIM? Come on that's just silly. Type the word out dude. It's not cute.

OOOOO, I have another one, what about people who try to use accents that really aren't theirs. Yes, sometimes if a person is in a certain situation long enough, they acquire different accents, but I can't stand when people talk one way in one situation and then another in a different situation. Sometimes, that is necessary, like if you are going on an interview or something of that nature, but ooo. I hate when people put on fake accents... ahhh. I know you grew in up CA... why are you trying to talk like you are from the south and you've never even been there or know anyone from there except for the people on TV?

Oh yeah, I can't stand when people overuse (sic). We know that you really don't talk like that and that you are mocking someone, it is not necessary to use it everytime you mock someone. In news paper articles, OK, but not in everyday writting.

PS... Jim Carrey said that he is very romantic... after he is intimate with a woman... he gets up and gets her a wet cloth. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Great.

Twins?

I think this guy on American Idol, Sanjaya Malakar is the little boy on "Ugly Betty". I really do, they kinda look alike, they talk alike and they have the same mannerisms..... interesting.