Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Effing Gracious

What is this that is going on? Is it a result of boredom or possibly of something else? Who knows. I just know that I wish I didn't think about this dude as much as I do. It's like, really...it shouldnt be this crucial for me at this juncture, but for some reason...I just have this intense feeling. But is the feeling for him, or am I just happy that I am finally able to feel again? Only time will tell I suppose. Possibly in a month, when we see each other again, I will be able to tell if there is something more, however, until them...I just wish I didn't think about him like I do.

Almost wanna go back to the times of not feeling...like I've done for the past 3 years. Dang man. Effing this ish up for me.

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